I think I'm about to have a panic attack. I went to this website where people post their reviews of cruises and things. And now I'm panicking that my wedding is going to suck. I'm not getting additional decorations. I haven't thought of vows. I haven't picked any readings. Our reception is short with cake and champagne (but really, you don't need extra food on a cruise). They are talking about things I've never heard about on the ship. My wedding is going to be lame and not special or unique. Ben's talking about going out with people the night of our wedding. His mom asked him to make sure he "babysits" his brothers when Bart takes them out drinking the night of our wedding. I honestly don't think I'm being too selfish assuming that Ben would be mine for that night. I think I'm just going to sit in a corner and cry.

Also, Ben's grandma is one of those mothers that you hear about in wedding horror stories. To her son's wedding, she wore a cream colored (looked white in the pictures) short dress. Like 1970's mini dress short. Like you could see a good three inches above her knees (and she's not a tall woman). Not to mention that in their family photo, she has managed to be in the center of the picture and push the bride out to the side. I didn't think that people actually did that.